Feel the burn
the sting
the lashes
pain of denial
of cuts
and bruises
the pain of you
of being with a lie
of living the lie
the lie of not loving you
the lie of not hurting
the lie that is my life
the pain that is my life
Tears fall down your pale cheek
roll down your face
Fall onto your breast
Your skin glistening with tears
Nought for me to do
Nought i can do
Nought you did
Now your gone..
Im falling deeper
Deeper into you
Your eyes absorbing
Getting sucked in
Your heart so whole
Im so afraid
Or being hurt
Of hurting you
BUt il take the chance
'Cos ive already fallen
He sits in the dark his shadow casting around, they say hes wrong his mind says hes wrong.
He sits there the shadow cast round the blade loks sharp he slowly draws it down to try and end it yet he cant....
He thinks why.. i mean loads of others have hes just so confused his life just descending into a spiral of confusion and deceit..
He loves those he shouldn't i mean God says he can't if people knew hed be slaughtered...
Slash crash... collapse
He now lies upon the floor slowly bleeding crying i mean whos there to help him his argressive father?
So he ends it there all because of the homophobic attitudes of everyone why? thats what i
The wind blows on me
The rain trickles down my clothes
The storm is calming...
The trees creak softly
The autumn wind blows on me
The leaves are falling
The wind blows fiercely
The rain beats on the window
Will this ever end?
This land it is lush
The sky is a sheet of blue
This is tranquillity
This life is a dream
But all these dreams have to end
So what is living?
I sit here thinking
Of a time that was but gone
Why does time pass by?
Where do thoughts all go
Do they just disappear now?
Or do they linger here?
In the dark I sit
Thinking of when I knew you
Thinking of just you
I sacrificed all
Life was yours to keep an
My life so surreal so unbelievable
The one thing i know to be true
Yet is it true?
I mean is it all one big lie
A conspiricy of one
A coverup against us
To make us believe the believable
To make us disbilieve disbelief
To make us, us
Is it true
Is it untrue
Why?
Why do we wonder?
Why do we live
Thats why life is so surreal
Whilst laying down upon my bed i often think
Why?
As if someone will descend and anwser all my questions
I wish
That one day it will all be right, right for me
Like that'll happen
Thats why i feel sorrow i feel as if im sorrow personified
Hence i write this
The poetry that comes from within, from me, my feelings
Feelings of sorrow
These feeling that devour my inner core
Leaving nought but a wasteland
My love has left, my hope has one leaving only sorrow
The sorrow i feel.
The deepness of being hollow by Mooness, literature
Literature
The deepness of being hollow
Hollow
Empty inside
A vacuum of feeling no regret
No remorse
A place of sheer emptyness
Deep
Cavernous
The effect of being lost within yourself
Making your body a empty shell
A shell to nothing
A castaway from feeling
A deserter of love, of passion
Nothing there to love
Nought there to feel sorrow for
A deepness unbearable to all
The deepness of being hollow
Alone
Im alone with the nothingness
Alone
Im alone With the pain
Alone
Im alone with the darkness
Alone
Im alone with the rain
Alone
Im all alone
Alone
Alone with no one
Alone
alone with you...
Current Residence: A demented and depressed state of mind Favourite genre of music: Goth...punk...rock Favourite style of art: Dark and blurry Operating System: Windows Xp Skin of choice: My own Nudity be fun. Favourite cartoon character: Foamy Personal Quote: What am i if im nothing?
Sorry for not being on, college life and the such, i will make a serious attempt to either start drawing again, or write more poetry i already have a song/poem i wrote ready to upload so alls well
Mike.
After a long period of unactivity and enlightenment
i have decided to return,but im going to be focusing on my tribal art rather than poems
I have some art to submit but due to scanner difficultys i dont know when this will occur.
Mikeh the uber
So i am like so outed at school so the gay jokes rollll in (altohugh im Bi :_) but you know im happy and i don't care what they think 'cos i can just fmuck 'em up